Work-Out
Took a quick shower and went grocery shopping with my sister, it was getting colder...brrrr. Finally home and I began working out some again...some situps and such, gotta say everything hurts right now hehe. But honestly now I'm gonna start doing this twice a week, if I can't go out and run I'll just work out at home on my yoga mat. I really want to look good to see Ian Somerhalder in Barcelona soon ;D
A gorgeous man working out....Alex "Steve" O'Loughlin ;D
Our Baby is home.
Yesterday he finally came home, after almost a month away, he came home to his family.
Our baby Max is home, with us again and shining bright outside our window in the sky :)
The urn is beautiful, made out of wood and is standing right underneath this gigantic heart my sister made with his photographs...it's not entirely done since all the pics haven't been placed yet but when they are, I'll post a pic ;)
I dedicate this song to our baby Max, we love you...always!
My Dream!
Yeah, pretty much because I've been watching Hawaii 5-0 for almost 2 years but also because of it's similarity to my dear Easter Island :) I was just checking for tickets and it's not that expensive, the hotels are pretty but it takes a long time to get there. Well, I guess after Barcelona and possibly Germany I'll be heading someplace else soon ;) We'll see!
In the mean time, enjoy the music from the new and fresh Hawaii 5-0 ;D Night Y'll!
The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn part 1 Box Set :)
Look what I picked up in the mail on wednesday....it's my box set of Breaking Dawn part 1!!!!
(Pic from Twilightsweden.se)
And along those gorgeous things I also picked up my new books ;) I already finished my Vampire Diaries book "Nightfall" so now I'm reading "Shadow Souls"....can't get enough of Damon Salvatore ;D but these I'm gonna save for a while hehe.
Today I had a horrible morning at work, first everything was A-okay and suddenly I was so mad that I just wanted to run away! Some people just piss me off you know....but what the hell. Like a very wise DJ says: Love your haters, they make you stronger.
And my friend Veronica, who's in Spain right now enjoying the sunny weather said: There will come a day.
Oh yeah.... ^^.
Well dudes and dudettes....goodnight!
The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn part 1 Dvd
This doubble dvd has also a set of 22 postcards (oh no, more postcards to my already BIG collection) *LOL* but I think I'll let them stay in the dvd, I mean I don't have any more space for them in my desk anyway ^^.
On another matter, I had this beautiful dream about Max (our pet white eyed conure that passed away almost 2 weeks ago). He is very much alive in our thoughts and hearts but also free....that was my dream about, him being free and healthy. I miss him very much, so does the entire family but somehow he's always with us...we feel him everywhere and the entire universe reminds us that he's guarding us. On wednesday my sister and I are attending church to light candles and pray :)
I have a long day at work tomorrow, night all!
I'm cleaning out the winter madness
I have like a gazillion of postcards (all the places I've visited among christmas, birthday and animal cards and one from Dublin that I bought after the movie "Ps I love you"), scrapbooking things, paper in different colours, stickers *yaps long list*.
While my mom and sister were watching "Melodifestivalen 2012" I was listening to some old favourite Lenny Kravitz, trying to get rid of stuff (or at least making them to "Are you gonna go my way") but nope, still a bunch of stuff on my desk. We shouldn't even talk about my closet...my clothes are like everywhere and I don't even wear them all! Maybe I should check what I wear and what I don't wear, give it away to charity or something.
Moving on to some non-related things...this upcoming week I'll litterally be working my butt off, I have monday-tuesday, thursday, saturday and sunday on my schedule. I'm kind of hoping this month passes fast and enters april, kind of longing to fly away to Spain (actually longing just to fly away, you know get out of town) and just forget about work for a while. Maybe I need vacations soon, work really wears me out. Mom says that I shouldn't get stressed when things get messy but still, people always provoque me to my breaking point. I soo need to find soothing words.... :S
From Google :) "Would love to stay, but I can't..."
Well, it's already sunday night and all I did today was go for a walk to the supermarket in the sunlight with my sister. Then I fell asleep and woke up 3 hours later....s**t!!!
Night Y'all!
Waking Up Jealous
I woke up this morning at 6.30 am when my mom whispered bye before heading to work.
Went back to bed and slept for another 2 hours and during that time I had this strange dream...I was at a party at my friends (the guy I went to the UK with) house, there was a bunch of people I didn't know and honestly I had no idea why I was there.
It's not like he was talking to me, too busy with his newly found friends and girlfriend, someone I talked to at the party and who was kind of rude to me. Didn't like her smirky smile, kind of like his when I told him I liked when we were at the university. I tried to defend myself but no sound came out of me, kind of like I was unable to speak.
They announced their engagement during the party and I remember walking out to this tool shed feeling silly for being at that place all alone and no one to talk to. He came outside and began talking but somehow I couldn't say a word, that's when I woke up...feeling incredibly jealous.
A silly dream but now that I think about it, it's because I saw his photos yesterday and there was a picture of this girl that he's been spending time with at his voluntary work.
Is that true? Am I jealous?
Cold sunday at work.
Last day of the weekend and last day of work before one day off :)
It's actually quite the cold morning, after so many days of sun and a little warmth this morning was freezing cold! -3 degrees and I was wearing my spring jacket....not such a good idea even though I was wearing my purple and warm hoodie.
Looks like the sun is coming out underneath the fog, so it might be sunny after all :)
Hours Pass, I'm now home :) fell asleep for like half an hour, was so freakin' tired that I couldn't keep my eyes open ^^. I'm in the mood for dancing (although I've never danced like this in my life and I think I never will, but if I could)....something like this:
So yeah, tonight I'm gonna watch "Step Up 2 the streets".
Night Y'all!
R.I.P Beloved Max.
Although he's not with us in person, we feel him...his spirit stayed with us and will never leave our side. My sister is his momma, he surely called her that...from day one when he first met her on her 13th birthday. She taught him tricks, to eat breakfast with us, to play and to swag :)
Now, he's our guardian...a star in the sky, shining bright as the sun.
Today, my sister and I went to the catholic church to pray and light candles. We walked around town for hours, during that walk we went to Sofia church too, on top of the hill in Söder and saw the sun come out of the clouds...He was with us once more.
Pic from Google.com