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Yesterday I was out with my sister, she was meeting her friend and I was looking for presents for mum's birthday in a few weeks =). First stop was this amazing restaurant (mine and my sisters favourite) but unfortunately I didn't order extra potatoes or salad....so my sugar kind of ran low after a loooooong walk through Stureplan and up to Odenplan.

I bought EW magazine with Rob and Reese on the front cover, Bliss magazine plus some things for mom's birthday....sorry but I can't tell you more, but when we have the birthday party I'll promise you pictures =) alright? Goodie!

Well today it's time for work, can't say that I feel good or anything....I still have a lot of pain on my back (like I was squashed in a giant door). But, I hope everything goes well =) I'll do my very best to stay awake ^^. What are you doing this saturday, the last day of april?

Should I or shouldn't I?

I've been away from the blog since Passover began, as many of you know...I'm a believing catholic and I respect the teachings of this time. This is a movie that made me cry so much, I went to see it in 2004 at the cinema....I actually couldn't get up from the chair, everything ached.
Some movies, move you but this one went straight to my heart and it made me think.
If you belive in God and in Christ, watch this one. You can also watch "Jesus of Nazareth"...another classic from this time, Passover. Absolutely brilliant and moving.

This is one of "those" moments, when you wished the Earth would open up and like Alice, I would fall down down and pretend it never happened. I think I need to go home and disconnect from the world, I will tomorrow...until monday morning. Why? I'll tell you....

I was born and raised a catholic, since childhood my Easter was about prayers and God. Now that I'm older and quite wiser, I put all my "fun-stuff" aside and become a nun (I pray, I watch movies about Christ, I cry a lot...thinking about all my wrongs and I listen to music that can calm my soul). I don't even watch tv, just the movies that are related to this time of year. When I was younger, it was difficult....since you get restless but now I actually long for this "clean" period to think and make less mistakes. I try everyday to be better but I'm an ordinary human: I still mess up sometimes.

Well, the reason why I wanted to jump down the rabbithole is that I just took a chance on something that I'm not even sure that I can do. I just asked a guy from work, to go with me to the movies. Yeah I know, not that scary but he hasn't checked his messages yet and I don't even know if he wants to go or not. I am kind of ready if he say's no....but if it is yes, wow I don't even know what to do. I like him a lot, he's funny and friendly but I'm not sure he likes me that way. I used to like this friend of mine but nothing serious, am I making a mistake here? Oh God, please help me out here.....