At my brothers house...
On monday I was in Kumla visiting my brother...well we don't share the same bloodline but still he's older than me and I've been his sister for hmmm 5 years. We became close friends when he began working at the old folks home where I work and we've grown close ever since.
2 years ago he moved in with his fiancée and now they're happily married, so last monday I went to visit. He's got this gorgeous house, 6 gorgeous cats and kittens and a huuge backyard.
I spent almost the entire day there and when it was time to head home, I felt like it was something missing....then I realised that it was him I had missed all along.
Pic from Google.com
Christmas already!
I unpacked my x-mas tree like a week ago but haven't got the chance to write until now....a lot of work to do.
This one is my tree on my desk, pretty huh?
This is the decorations in Stockholm...it's looking like New York soon...all that's missing is a gigantic tree :) with loads of colours!
Anyway, I'm going kind of slow on the x-mas gifts...lack of time and during december I'll be working afternoon the day before x-mas! Not to talk about that I work x-mas eve in the afternoon as well. It's crap! Well, I still have hopes that I get to celebrate x-mas day with the girls...but still on hold.
Besides that, this week has been all about work...except wednesday and thursday when I was free. I was out with my sister checking out the town ^^.
Well, I think I'll have more time to write this week...I only work 2 days and the other ones are off!!!
Bye for now!
Definition of True Love.
If you haven't seen the movie, don't continue reading 'cause it's kind of a spoiler :)
LAST WARNING NOW..... ;)
Well, I'm gonna discuss something about the movie: the honeymoon night. Besides being classy done (not showing anything besides bare backs) it was pure love that night. When people say sex it immediately turns into something dirty and I was hoping this movie wouldn't do something like that. 'Cause the love they share is special, their wedding was special and their honeymoon even more. You can say I live in a dream world 'cause I expect to have a likely wedding night but I guess I can keep dreaming, because no guys actually wait until the moment after the wedding anymore and neither do girls, except the ones that either live in a dream world or still stay on tradition.
What defines true love is that moment, when they vow to love each other eternally (and actually mean it). When they show devotion to each other on the wedding night, it also shows how much their love is worth...when she remembers in the morning every touch, when he smiles at her for standing in the doorway trying to get his attention and finally when he kisses her big stomach during the final moments before the pregnancy ends. That people, is something you don't see everyday and it pains me that no one else feels the same way. No one has the same pure intentions like Edward and no marriage will be like theirs: Eternally Happy.
The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn part 1 my review!
CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
As I was saying, we went to the movies with my girls to see "The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn part 1" at Saga cinema in town. What I felt when I saw it...just wow! And my God, Edward looks hot, I would marry him anyday!!!
Anyway...the movie itself was totally awesome, of course things in the book stayed there but otherwise everything was perfect! I liked it that the so called sex-scene was so classy done, it really was LOVE. The only ruining part was the audience when they shouted stuff, made noices and in the end everybody started to take off before the final special scene with the bad-ass vamps from Italy...
Well, I loved everything about the movie....so if you haven't watched it yet, do it!
Premiere: The Twilight Saga "Breaking Dawn part 1"
Today it was the longed premiere of The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn part 1. I'm celebrating picking up the tickets for saturday and by watching "Eclipse" tonight :) I've seen a few clips and so far I think it's gonna be awesome, I mean the books are the kind you "eat" (took me 5 days to read each book except the last one....that one took 10).
Besides, I'm still kind of in love with Edward...not just because he's an unique being, but because of the kind of love he feels for Bella. Everyone thinks that he's got HOT looks (don't get me wrong, he's the hottest guy on Earth) but for me it's not that....it's the kind of love he feels. Something "living" men don't possess...'cause they never love one woman forever.
Anyway, so on saturday my dear readers...I'm going to the movies :)
Shit...time flies and I really need to start watching the movie before I fall asleep ^^
Goodnight all and see yah soon!
I wanna travel again...
I'm feeling restless again...the feeling of making a journey would be incredibly awesome especially now when christmas is coming around the corner :)
I guess I'll have to wait for next year, we'll probably travel to Germany when BTR comes on tour (hopefully) but I want to go now, just pack my bags and get on a plane! 
(Flying over Berlin july 8)
This weeks hightlights are: The Twilight Saga "Breaking Dawn part 1" is premiering on wednesday, but I'll go with my girls on saturday (to avoid hysteria). I have 3 days off but separated...but it's all good :) And next week I'm invited to see a movie.... "Reel Steel" with Hugh Jackman in the leading role!!!!!!! Woot woot (hopefully I'll go hehe).
Now time for some dishes and then read my book, I think I'll finish it tonight! ;)
Byee
Wrong 11/11/11 so wrong....
A lot of people felt like 11/11/11 was supposed to be a day of luck: to get married, to bring a child to this world, to buy a lottery ticket and so on.
But for the Rushers Worldwide, it's not. The german fans got a preview of their new album before it's release next friday but unfortunately a wrongly managed page made it possible to spread the songs across the Internet. Even though we're Rushers, we should be able to wait for such longed album and actually buy it when it's released. If they didn't make the choice to "spread it" free then we shouldn't either.
WAIT FOR THE RELEASE PEOPLE! THANK YOU!
Cheaters - a growing population.
I've been cheated on and you always blame yourself: maybe I wasn't a good girlfriend, maybe I didn't dedicate enough time to him and so on. These feelings often comes when you're alone with your thoughts.
What defines cheating? Simple thoughts (Oh I think he looks good, I wish I dated/married him and so on) are just fantasies, what happens in your mind stays there but when you escalate to do something about those feelings while you're in a relationship, it's cheating. I draw a line between simple fantasies and cheating on a kiss. It's the first intimate moment you share with a person and it's so private since you give a little bit of yourself to that person.
Forget about sex, a kiss is the first moment you have to give yourself away.
I'm currently in love with a guy who's dating someone, I told him my feelings while he was still single, but since he didn't do anything about it then well I guess he doesn't feel the same way.
We had a moment, during the summer but I got so surprised that I didn't know how to respond. Maybe I missed my chance, I don't know but if he ever told me that he feels something for me then I would only accept if he breaks up with her. Out of respect for me, since I don't accept cheaters and couldn't possibly do it to someone else.
When girls cheat, they're called "Ho's"
When guys cheat, they're called "The man"
In my eyes, guys are "Ho's" too, don't be so afraid to tell them that girls....I wouldn't want a "Ho'" in my life. Sorry.
Time flies...
Sunday....2 am already and I can't help but feeling like my week off just dissapeared. Surely I had tons to do but still, I never thought that it would feel like only 2 days off.
All I did today was clean...my room looked like a war zone but now it actually looks like a bedroom :) and the movie for tonight is..... TWILIGHT.
Anyways I'm reading a new set of books now, just started with the first one...it's written by Lauren Kate and it's called "Fallen", the second one is "Torment" plus there's a third one called "Passion" but I haven't bought that one yet :) Intend to though ^^. 
Well time for bed and maybe read a little....I was reading before but I got stuck watching "I, robot" hehehehe. Goodnight all and see yah!
If you walk away....everyday it would rain
Only 2 weeks to see "Breaking Dawn"....and I know I'm gonna cry. Like when I first read the book....I cried so much. Few books have had that impression on me and just to know it's the last book, the last movies...I'll miss it.
Anyway, today I hit the town with my sister...we haven't been able to do much this week, although I'm having the week off...I had tons of stuff to do: meeting/possible careerchange, hang out at the movies with a friend from work and tomorrow I'm having lunch with a few friends from work.
But today we went out, checked out some stuff, talked christmas gifts, possible trips to London or Germany in a near future.
It was fun, she's a fun person (if you don't know her, you're missing out) not just because she's my sister but 'cause she has such broad mind, she's incredibly intelligent and she can make anyone laugh! I'm lucky to have her as my sister, if I ever have a daughter....I hope she's like her ^^.
Well, christmas is not far away....what do you wish for?
Meeting at Arla Foods and a movie :)
Yesterday I had a lot on my schedule...thank God I had all those days off ;) First up was a meeting at Arla Foods, possible careerchange which is always a good thing. Then run off to the movies to see "Jane Eyre"with a friend from work....we had a nice dinner, chatted a lot and then we got to see the movie *yay*.
Oh boy, "Jane Eyre" is such a lovely history of love...the kind of love a girl/woman can only dream off...since it doesn't exist at least not anymore.
Michael Fassbender is Mr Edward Rochester...a quiet, yet cranky man that lives in Thornfield hall with his housekeepers and his ward Miss Adéle when Jane Eyre comes along. She's the new guverness and she will spend most of the time with Adéle...but when he sees her, he directly falls for a creature that he describes as "a fairy tale being".
The movie is short (I've seen the tv-series) but very well done and very romantic. I loved it and will definetely buy it when it's out on dvd.
