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I'm at work for the moment, another 1 1/2 hour to go and then I'm heading home!! My friend from work (he's working/studying to be a plumber now) came by and we celebrated his birthday (which was last saturday). I ordered some food and we had a really nice time =) when I gave him his very special birthday card, his eyes looked a little wet.....aww!!! I got him a gift certificate to this shop where he can buy anything he needs from socks to suits ;) A very happy guy, when he hugged me!

He's a good guy, he's dating this girl (whom I call "Old lady" since she's my age and he's 1 year younger haha) a little more than a year. I used to have a crush on him but then I realised I wanted a friend not a boyfriend =) We've been through a lot together and he knows I'll always be his friend, I got his back always. And he's got mine =). I love him, like my brother.
Well, now I'm alone...mopping the floor and getting things ready until the night-shift is here. I saw this note from the nurse-boss that there's this x-mas party in december....but I'm not sure if I want to go. I didn't last year and the year before that....I wasn't feeling very well.
But now, I would like it to be at Café Opera and I would like to have the 2 best Dj's in town putting up the best show and they surely know how to do it!! One is BabyJ....skilled guy with a great smile and sense of humour. The other is Tim....my crush since last May 12 and whom I've been watching carefully when my sisters favourite plays. I would LOVE a show by them!!!!!! =)

Well....I still got time to think. ^^

Incredible that a rasist political party has entered the parliament...and I thought that people could see beyond colours and cultures. Well, another thing to add to my mental "worry" list...*sighs*.
This evening I've been watching 2 movies...the first one was recently bought but old "A walk in the clouds". It's a romantic movie about a young pregnant woman who meets the love of her life in a train... It was beautiful! I adore Keanu Reeves and his romantic sides are just....lovely!!

 

Later on tonight I watched "Serendipity" which is a classic and I've seen it many times before....love the music and the story itself. It's also a meeting between 2 strangers and what happens when they can't forget about their meeting...



These movies remind me that sometimes all you need is a chance, one simple moment to make a change in your life. No fear, no judgement, no thinking (maybe a little)....just embrace the moment.
Well...now I really have to get some sleep, it's been a long day at work and I'm tired.

Goodnight to you all! Oh right....don't be shy, leave a comment!

I woke up at 8 am to vote at my old school. Wow does that place bring back memories...some happy and some I wish never happened. The old building saw me become a grown up more than 10 years ago and now it looked at me once again.
After the vote, it was time for breakfast and we watched some tv. My sisters favourite was going to perform and she was kind of ancious to see him....so after the breakfast we went to town to see him. After his performance, he came towards us and said hi...my sister was in heaven ;)
Later on I had to leave, my shift began at 2 pm...but I had the time to go to church, lit some candles for the family and prayed...let my heart calm itself 'cause it's been an intense week and I needed some good advice. What better than to talk to God, the one who always listens and never judges.
At 1 pm I took the bus to work and had some lunch. The entire afternoon was really slow and long...I never thought that 8 pm would come but hey, now I'm home and getting ready for bed.
I think I'll watch "Bones" tonight...or maybe something funny, like "It's Complicated" or why not "Serendipity". I'm in need to laugh...like I said, it's been a tough week and my strenght is kind of low right now.
Did you see the moon tonight? I felt like "the wolfman" was ripping itself out of me...but no, I'm good ^^.
Well, goodnight all and sleep tight.

Hehe a Halloween episode of Bones. Dr Brennan as Wonder Woman  and Spec. Agent Booth as a "squint" or as Dr Brennan said "Clark Kent".

Apart from any sad feelings sorounding my heart, I do have a joy =) It's the Chilean National Day and also it's Bicentenary! This beautiful country gave me life and saw me grow 7 years has given me my roots.
My family back home where half my heart is: grandparents, uncle and my father still wait for me to come back and I know that I someday will =).

Well here are a coupple of pictures (borrowed from different sites, thank you) that are typical from my country:

First of all, our national flower: The Copihue

A national day can't be celebrated without empanadas (a sort of oven baked pie)



Since the people (either poor or rich) dress up for the festivities as huasos (the chilean cowboys) and this is a character from a tv-serie....my favourite =)



HAPPY NATIONAL DAY AND BICENTENNIAL!!!!

Why is it that when I'm happy (at least I try very hard) things happen and all my hopes just crash. I just got home from work and read something horrible, well not life threatening but happinness. Not mine, but someone very close and dear to me.... And I don't know what to do to help!!
God, I had felt so good this last weeks and now it feels like I can't breathe.
What about all those moments when this guy shows how much he cares about her and now suddenly, out of the blue he's with somebody else? What happened after A million love songs? Was it just bull?
Are all the guys like him? Should I rethink my decision about a certain person, just in case it happens again?

Let me tell you something about my past, I dated a guy when I was 14....he was then the love of my life (or so I thought). I was shy (just like now) and had no experience what so ever. Yeah my first boyfriend....well he was embarrassed of me while we were a coupple. He never showed any boyfriendly feelings while we were around other people and he never said he loved me....until I asked him. But of course he lied, for 1 1/2 years I lived the lie and when we finally broke up I felt a huge freedom. 4 days later he told the entire class that the only one in love in our relationship was me. He never loved me. It took me years to get over what he did to me, I was really scared and I still am...of finding someone special and that he would lie every single day.

Well, I think it's enough for today....I have to go and try to get some sleep.
Goodnight.

I watched "What a girl wants" yesterday (that was before going to bed) and this song got stuck in my head. It's about a rebelic girl that has to change her way of life to fit in with her rich father and his relatives.

 

Kind of like what I did, I changed my uniform at work to show that I'm responsible (even though the clothes don't make the woman)...I hate being uptight, but you gotta do what you gotta do, right?

Anyway, today I was in Täby with my sister....mom came a little later. We went to see her favourite guy hehe and boy does her eyes sparkle when she sees him ^^.
Me, I was in search of a certain dj but he didn't play today.... =(  I miss him, strangely enough but I really do. I just hope I get to see him again before he forgets that he ever talked to me.
Tonight I think I'll watch "Bones".....I'm longing for the new season to begin!!!!! Booth is so romantic and Brennan, she's afraid of commitment...kind of like me. I'm scared of relationships but maybe when the right guy comes along I won't doubt. I hope it's my dj crush ;)

Well, tomorrow I'm early bird...I got some things to do before work so I really have to go to bed.

Goodnight Everyone and We'll talk tomorrow.