Date with Steve ;)
FINALLY!!! Today, two days before the official release of "Hawaii 5-0" on dvd....I got mine! Whoot Whoot! So, tonight I have a hot date with Steve McGarrett!
In another matter, I went to the doctors again...I'm still on sick-leave until next week, then I'll be heading off to the UK and on monday morning, october 10th I'll be back to work again. If my medicines work and all of course. Shit, it's been a month since I got kicked in the ribs and according to the doctor, it's gonna take in total between 6-8 weeks before I'm totally restored. So far, only 3 weeks has passed....so I've got a long journey ahead of me. Gotta have patience...*sighs* I'm trying.
Tomorrow's thursday and I got my check-up at the diabetes-nurse's office. I recently took some exams to check my sugar levels, so tomorrow she's gonna tell me the results. I'm gonna ask her about how much I can exercise (when I get better of course) 'cause I'm planning on joining a gymn to loose some weight and of course...get prettier ;) Well besides the check-up, I'm going to a course about how to take care of my eyes.
Well, tomorrow I gottta get up early...so goodnight and sweet dreams!!!
Younger Days
I think back on those days while I was home, in Chile...when all my problems didn't exist and everything only circulated in school, my friend Danilo and my family. Why am I thinking about this now? It's because I miss those days, of being a child without a care in the world...of being young. I'm still on sick-leave, this injury has cost me hours of being plainly sad...not be able to have a normal life (work, friends and all the things I normally do). 
My trip to the UK is coming next week and it feels like it's going down the drain as well, not only because of my injury but also because I'm thinking this might not be a good idea. I mean, the guy I'm going with...he's kind of mean sometimes, I think he doesn't know when he hurts people. Verbal not otherwise, but words often hurt more than a slap in the face. If I'm objective, I could say that he doesn't like human contact...he has no idea how to hug either a friend or possible girlfriend (if he doesn't change that...poor girl). He can say things (without bigger meaning) but still sound like he's mad at you or something. So, I guess our friendship is not the healthiest...everything happens according to his rules....he sets the amount of text messages, possible phonecalls and talks on MSN Chat. Before taking back our relation (I kind of left him for a year or so) I always messaged him, called and so on. So one day, he totally blew me off and said: You can't call me or message me all the time. I took the initiative to show him that I was interested and instead of telling me that he wasn't interested in you know a nice way....he was just plainly mean.
So yeah, I have doubts of this trip. Either I go, to see London for my sake and don't care about his lousy comments or I cancel everything and never see him again unless he changes his attitude. 
Readers...what would you do in my shoes?
Wanna see the world and stay like this forever.
Everytime I watch a movie about another place in the world, I wanna go...there's this urge to see what they're seeing and it looks so great that I can't wait to pack my bags and go. I guess there's a gipsy living in my soul and she really wants to travel the world with just a bag, see everything.
I'm watching "Eat, Pray, Love" and all I want now is to go to Italy, taste some real pasta and pizza before watching the churches in the Vatican at sundown. Places that has history, places with such beauty that would for a moment warm me from the coldness of this country.
As I told you before, I'm a hugging person....sometimes I can't wait to get to know a person before allowing myself to hug them.
I've got this list in my diary over places I want to see, at least one country each year...sometimes 2 if it's possible. This year for starters, I went to Germany with the girls...never been there except for the airport in Frankfurt. Now I've seen two airports and been to 3 cities...but I'm hoping to visit Cologne again and actually see everything that the city has to offer.
Then there's my trip home, I wanna go back to Chile and stay forever....not come back here when it's cold and even the people are colder. I need warmth.
Oh shit, now I'm gonna cry.
Travelling is something important to me, I mean I grow wiser with each trip but my family...they're so much more important that I sometimes wonder....what if I hid at home and never go anywhere. Protect myself from this feeling, these cold feet I'm getting, 2 weeks from my trip to London.
How can some people be without their families for so long, while I can't stop thinking about them for a single minute?
This is the only love that has survived everything: distance, fights, divorces, change....and this is the only love that I'm certain of. The love for my family and their love for me.
Brighter Days (don't want anymore rain).
Brighter days seem to be coming my way :) I was at the doctors yesterday and it looks like I'm going to be able to go back to work next week, actually I do wanna go back...but to a new job, something different, something that really screams me.
My dream job has been many through the years, I mean when I first saw "Jurassic Park" I wanted to be a paleontologist, search for bones from dinosaurs and hopefully work in a museum. Then I watched "Lois and Clark" when I got a little older and wanted to become a reporter...then a librarian....but each time, my stepdad told me "that kind of job didn't really exist"..."you can find people looking for that kind of job underneath every rock". The only way to make it was to become either a dentist or a doctor. A doctor is more appealing but not completely, I'm still scared of certain surgeries...to tell someone they have different diseases and so on.
Then I got the call to be an assistant nurse, that wasn't a job, according to him...when I graduated he said that it didn't count. My title didn't exist even though I have one.
So now, that I'm able to do anything I want, I want to work within my area...with books. A library, a bookstore....anything bookish.
Anyway, on another matter...I'm going to London with a guy-friend in October. We've known each other for 8 years and I guess we're close, although in the beginning I had this huge crush on him. He made notice that he wasn't interested (very clear). I guess sometimes he's afraid of loving someone, why is it that guys here have so much trouble to show feelings?
I hug people all the time, I come from a country that both hugs and kisses people on the cheek when they say hi and here, with him we barely hug (he calls it hug but it's barely touching).
Well, time to recover a little more...with some "Buffy the vampire slayer" :)
Bye Bye Bye
This cutie I met at Kolmården during the summer! ^^
Säljes: Delar av min Twilight samling del 2
Nu har jag fixat ihop lite nya bilder på resten av min samling som är till salu. Enjoy! Finns mycket mer...håll utkik!
Edward Pussel: 100 kr
Dörrhängare: 20 kr/st
Magneter: 30 kr/st
Klistermärke för laptop: 15 kr
Klistermärke för tidningsställ: 15 kr
Twilight -bakom kulisserna (svensk version): 50 kr
Tidningar: "Hey" magazine: 20 kr
"Bravo posters" 3D affischer + 3D glasögon: 50 kr
Harry Potter posterbok: 30 kr
Knappar: 5 kr/st eller 9 st för 40 kr
Halsband med Cullen-loggan (asken med Edward på framsidan)
Kalender 2010 helt oöppnad: 30 kr
Klistermärken 3 ark: 10 kr
Knappar (paket): 20 kr eller 5 kr st
Edward's ring: 40 kr
Vykort: 10 kr/st
Nyckelring: 40 kr
Liten klistermärkebok: 10 kr
Armband: 50 kr
Bok (helt oläst, på engelska) 60 kr
Camp Rock (finns 3 ark i varje pack) klistermärken 10 kr/st
9/11
After the Juan Fernández accident, they had only recovered 4 whole bodies the first few days. Now, a week later they have 13...unfortunately the 9 that have been found weren't "whole", so the recognition have been quite tricky for the CSI crew. Now, there's no doubt that among the bodies found, they found the very lovable tv-presenter Felipe Camiroaga. People outside the TVN doors gathered last friday night, in hope that he might be somewhere...alive. But the news came in later that evening that he had been found.
At least now his family can put a flower on his grave and for the ones that believe in God, he's now by his side among his friends...that lost their lifes in the same accident.
Today, it's 9/11....a day important for the entire world, since it's been 10 years since yet another tragic accident involving airplanes. This one was heard worldwide, it was felt worldwide, it was suffered worldwide. I remember being at my former job, I was taking a glass of blueberry soup with some icecream when I saw everyone listening to the news. When I finally sat down, I realised what had happened.
Years before this, before I was even born, another tragic moment in the history of my country...the hostile takeover of the government. This was 1973, 38 years ago.
Last year, I watched "Remember Me" with Rob Pattinson in the leading role...since it's actually about that day. I think I'll watch it today too.
My prayers are with the families that lost someone these 3 different dates. God has your loved ones in his glory.
One week
The president has extended the search 7 more days, maybe 'cause the families need at least something to put to eternal rest so they can have peace.
I, like my family have been following the news every day, in hope that the rescue teams would find any survivors.
Let's hope the weather works with the fishermen that are helping in the search.
For the ones lost.....R.I.P.
Säljes: Delar av min Twilight samling del 1.
Måste sälja en del av min Twilight samling, eftersom jag snart inte har plats för alla grejer.
Följande priser gäller för dessa saker:
Rob Pattinson bok: 70 kr
Armband: 50 kr
3D bild, vykort: 15 kr /st
Pins: 5 kr st
Armband: 60 kr
Bokmärken: 10 kr/st
Anteckningsbok: 40 kr
SF bio kort: 5 kr
Nyckelring: 50 kr
Silver ringar 150 kr
Paketpris: Allt för 500 kr
New addition to my dvd-shelf and reading right now.
Well...since I'm home recovering from getting kicked in the ribs by a patient at work, I have to do something...watching movies and reading. Last week I got "Red Riding Hood" on dvd and watched it for a while. It's actually quite good, it's a forbidden love movie although with quite a "happy" ending.
The reading has been on it's best part, I've read 2 books these past month: "Something Blue" by Emily Giffin, which is the sequel to "Something Borrowed" and I really liked it :)
After that one I began reading for the moment "Shiver" by Maggie Stiefwater, it's the first book of 3 in the series of the Mercyfalls Wolfs. It reminds me a little of Twilight, although my favourite character was Edward there, I still had some secret feelings for Jake....as a wolf. I absolutely love wolves. They're so cute when they're puppies and when they grow up, I just want to hug them.
I bought the book some time ago, but read everything else before finding it in my bookshelf.
So far, I'm loving it!
Tragedy in Juan Fernández island.
Until yesterday there were some hope of finding some of the travellers alive but this morning (chilean time) the airforce have released the information that the 21 have died in the crash. It's another unfortunate event that has been shaking up my country and it's unbelieveable how many there have been the past years: the tsunami/earthquake in february 2010, the 33 mine-workers (survivors) and now the 21 who died in this terrible accident.
My condolences to their families, to their co-workers and to the people of my country that has lost 21 people they watched on a daily basis on tv bringing them news, working for the chilean airforce and also for the reconstruction of the island after the tsunami-earthquake in 2010.
R.I.P to you, the 21. You will be missed but never forgotten.
God is now taking care of you, giving you a special place in his infinite heaven.
Day Off and Today's Work.
I love working in health care, sometimes the people you work for (the elder) are grateful, they like you and show appreciation but it's actually more often the people you work with (bosses) that want to mess you up. 3 people from my department have quit the last months and I'm starting to see a pattern...maybe I should move on too.
I do like to continue working within health care but maybe more like office-hours (monday to friday) since I spend more time at work than my family and I really want to be with them. Not eveyone gets along with their families, not everyone has a family....that's why I want to be with them as much as I can. Of course I wanna do stuff on my own: spend time with friends and travel, which has become my edge in life.
I've always wanted to see the world, to see historic places or big cities....something to tell my kids (one day if God would grant me that beautiful wish) and their kids. My mom once wrote me a card when I was at the hospital (I had my appendix surgery) about how she wanted to show me the world, it's matematicians and philosofers...historic places.
So I made a trip on my own with a friend 2 years ago, to Northampton England and now I'm going back to England to see beautiful London with another friend.
In july I was in Germany with my girls so now I'm hoping next year that I get to Rome with my friend Veronica. I want to see the Vatican, the Colloseum, St Peters square and the Basilica.
Hey I'm catholic ^^.
Well now time for some breakfast, then later on time for work.
Have a great friday all!
Later!
