A night at the Oscar's
Well no I wasn't there and I didn't watch it....I fell asleep XD!
But I'm quite happy to see that Colin Firth, my favourite Mr Darcy has won an Oscar for his leading role in "The King's Speach". Christian Bale (in his really scary beard) won an Oscar for his supporting role in a boxing movie and Natalie Portman for her rather scary leading performance in "Black Swan". 
Today is all about work work work, so I'll talk to you tomorrow =)
Bye Bye and Have a Great Day!
Movienight: The Last Song
Saturday = Day off work =) and during the afternoon I was watching a movie.... "The Last Song" and I now understand why it took so long before I watched it.... It was awesome, it was sad and I had to pinch myself not to cry.
The book is written by Nicholas Sparks, he usually writes sad stuff like " A walk to remember" and "Dear John"....this one, was no exception. If you have the chance, watch it. You won't regret it.
One Year Ago....
I felt badly, I got seriously depressed and nothing could make me change my mind but now I realise that God always gives you a chance to change (if you just take that chance), to become a better person, to see what you have around you and to love life, like it's running from your hands like water.
Today, now, I'm happy. Yes my life isn't all that easy but no ones is: I have my family, my friends, a job and look forward to things all the time. You see, I love that!
Cancer patients turn their life around when they get bad news, why can't I? There're so many people, hating themselves, ruining their lives with stupid things instead of living their life and making the most of it. No one can give you a perfect life, but do you really want one like that?
Wouldn't you want to fight for what you want? To show interest for real? YES!
I whine about small stuff but I realise that there's so much in my life that's fulfilling itself that I don't have to do shit about and it's just great!
Love you life. Always.
Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!
Although I'm not currently dating/in love with anyone, I still like the celebration. It kind of brings out the best in people, cute colors around the shops and I even think the animals enjoy this day much more than any other.
I do have a secret crush....I adore Carte Blanche's "Me to You" bears (also known as Miranda bears). They're cute, you can't help but loving them as soon as you lay eyes on them and even though I'm an adult, I feel like a child again =) Did you know that they released another type of cute plush toys with the name "Blue Nose Friends"? I got one for my birthday, Thomas the hippo and I think I'm buying another =) still not sure which one though ^^. They're all so cute!
Pic from: http://carteblanchegreetings.com/metoyou/
Well back to my "everyday" life: Today was all about work work work.....we're supposed to write when we want vacation during the summer....the winter is not even over yet! Anyway, I have to schedule with my mom so we get the same time. I'm applying for another job though, hope that turns out alright *fingers crossed*.
Time for bed peeps, goodnight!
Happy Birthday Jayson!
You're such an amazing person, that really deserves an awesome day with your friends and the love across the world from your family.
Although I haven't known you that long, I've learned so much about you through your blog and the times we've got the chance to speak. I'm very happy to know you that much and I hope we continue this to an even bigger friendship. I'm sorry I couldn't be at your birthday party due to work-issues but I hope this is my way to show support ;) and you know....wish you:
Oh and yes....I actually have a birthday gift for you....so when you have time =) I'll give it to you.
Take Care and Have a Great Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugs
Cilla
Snow (hey oh)
How come whenever I see snow, I think of Red Hot Chili Peppers song "Snow (hey oh)".
Yep, it's snowing again....I guess Punxatawny Phil did mean that spring was coming, just not now ^^.
Last year during the start of Melodifestivalen 2010 we were in Örnsköldsvik for 3 days, it was all white but quite pretty and it wasn't even all that cold. I actually liked it!
This is the bridge on the way back to Sundsvall, yeah we took a bus but it was awesome!!
The day we got there (friday february 5th it was night, late (about an hour) and we were tired....
It's time for a late lunch, bye for now!!!
Liars and Cheaters
Isn't it stupid of a person to think that a grown-up girl who has seen this particular person in "action" and tells anything to make her think that he didn't do it. Lies like: I was helping her across the street, she's the wife of a friend and so on.
A word of advice: when you lie/cheat....make sure that you get your lie straight, 'cause people/girls like me....they always find out what happens.
Of course that woman wasn't an old lady that needed to get across the street....she was in her 50's and she wasn't grabbing his arm to get across, but his ass (see my point here?).
She wasn't the wife of a friend (or maybe she was, but no anymore) again with the hand on his ass.
I mean, does he really think I'm stupid? Or that kind of child, that I would try to see it in some other point of view?
Gah....I hate men who lie, who can't tell the truth when it comes to love or relationships. But even more when it comes to your so called father figure.
Those men/women who lie for these reasons......I HATE THEM!
New Stuff!
I'm at home, don't feel so good after some serious foodpoisoning....yuck.
Thank God for laptop and some internet in your bedroom *yehaaaaw*.
But somethings that I ordered way before this was my very own Sega Megadrive =),
a Sonic the Hedgehog game and a great movie: Eat Pray Love. I hope they get home
this week ^^, especially the movie (can't play videogames when you're sick)!
pic from www.WEBBHALLEN.com 
pic from www.discshop.se
Later you guys, need some sleep!!
Night!
Home -where my heart is and the meaning of family
A beautiful town by the sea in Chile....Valparaiso.
My stepfather (while we still spoked to each other) brought me two books when he was there...one about Chile in general and one about my hometown, when I see the pictures I can't help feeling like part of my heart is missing. My family is there and my roots....everything that makes me the kind of crazy person that I am. =)
My favourite beach in Valparaiso =)
I mean my father gave me this really bad temper (when I get mad, I get really mad!!), my grandparents plus uncle taught me everything I know (just like real parents) and my mother, well she was both mother and father for all the time. Things like that, I can never forget.
Even though my biological father (whom I got my bad temper from) only was part of my life during my first year of life and then later on when I was already a grown-up (my mid-twenties) now we have a nice relation, he can't replace the time my mother spent with me.
She's been through a lot with me: my surgery, my education in Chile, our move here to Sweden, my sisters birth, our constant struggle to get things right and to have to put up with the idiot that is my stepfather...yes she's a true fighter.
Never before have we been closer, well we always have I mean a mom and two daughters but all this time brought us even closer than before. We built up this chain of adamantium (Wolverine's skeleton is made out of this non-existing metal) and no one can ever break it. No matter how much shit people can come up with, it will never break.
Well, this was kind of personal but I needed to write some stuff that gathers in my heart and kind of needs to get out. But the main thing is, I love my girls and my family in Chile. You're my everything.
